I'm in a strange headspace
and I wish I were somewhere else,
maybe someone else
for at least a little while.
Long enough to rest.
Long enough to get what I want.
But I want everything,
and it will never be enough
if I keep yearning for what I don't have.
So I will try to be content with what I have
and try not to obsess over things that should mean nothing.
If I pretend I'm not crazy,
then for all intents and purposes
I won't be.