Sunday, July 26, 2009

I'm in a strange headspace
and I wish I were somewhere else,
maybe someone else
for at least a little while.

Long enough to rest.
Long enough to get what I want.

But I want everything,
and it will never be enough
if I keep yearning for what I don't have.

So I will try to be content with what I have
and try not to obsess over things that should mean nothing.

If I pretend I'm not crazy,
then for all intents and purposes
I won't be.


HappyOrganist said...

I'd ask you if you mean this, but I know that you'd deny it. ;-P


HappyOrganist said...

you know, he's not that hot. If you were actually able to make-out with him, you'd find that out very soon. It's not nearly as appealing after it's done. When you can't even go there, then it looks Great.

Luckily, I have been there enough to know that the next person I'm infatuated with, it really wouldn't be as cool as I think it would be.
I already know this about N.
here, lemme get you a Grape Nehi. ;-) (or a beer)

You and me, babe. hand to hand to hand to hand (you know what that's from?)

Cat said...

I plead the fifth.