I am hurt and shocked and disappointed and angry.  Really, really angry.

It never ceases to amaze me, the way people choose to treat each other.  The vast range between selfless acts of kindness and selfish acts that bring nothing but destruction.  Destruction of the self, of relationships, of the fabric that tie us all together as human beings.  And over what? 

I'm so sick of the bombardment.  ("Same as yesterday, bleeding more of me."  - Hednoize)  I know in time I'll be able to deal with it rationally, and find a way to discuss things in a peaceful manner that should resolve the issue in an amicable manner for all parties.  But dear heavens right now I just want to smack some people and/or walk away forever.

But I don't have the time and space to calm down, and I can't seem to escape.  I just...endure.  As best I can.